In the name of Allah the Most Gracious and the Most Merciful

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

Binnabil huda

ummati.. ummati.. ummati..

Allahu. tidak terbanding rasanya dengan lafaz "ummati" baginda kalau nak dibandingkan dengan kita
pernahkah dalam sehari lidah kita menyebut "Nabiku.. Nabiku.. Nabiku.."
rasanya bait lagu jahiliyah lagi cepat disebut
terasa diri sangat kerdil  T__T

ingat lagi dulu waktu muda, seringkali menyebut lantunan nasyid perihal Rasulullah
siap boleh hafal nyanyi bila-bila masa je
sekarang dah tak ingat, mungkin masih ingat tapi perlukan masa untuk recall the lyrics
betul la kan orang kata, yang mana orang tu adalah aku sendiri
semakin kita bertambah usia, semakin banyak yang ditemui
semakin kita tahu banyak benda, semakin kita jauh dengan akhirat
makin jauh kita dengan Allah dan nabi, dek kerana punya pengganti lain yang lebih menghiburkan
tapi bila orang sibuk pertikaikan Islam dan Rasulullah, kita pun sibuk nak protect
lagaknya bagai kita pendukung setia Rasulullah.
walhal kita seringkali lupa pada baginda, kadang dalam sehari langsung tidak menyebut, langsung tidak berselawat memujinya.
mengaku hanya di lidah bahawaa "dia rasulku" namun di hati tidak pernah terpatri
kalau saja mereka di luar sana lebih mengetahui siapa kita sebenarnya
ah, malu kita. malu tak tahu nak letak di mana. even dengan malaikat yang sering menjaga kita pun boleh jadi malu. sobs

kadang terasa seperti diri kita ini hipokrit
konon berlagak umat yang 'hebat' dan tidak pernah lupa pada baginda
tetapi lantunan selawat hanya dialunkan pada ketika sambutan maulid baginda
itupun kalut meraba mencari untaian selawat
sudah mulut ingkar untuk menyebut, maka jadilah ia tidak lekat di kepala
ahh, malu lagi.
kita punya angan-angan tinggi melangit inginkan syafaat baginda di akhirat kelak
sedangkan kita jarang sekali mengingati baginda
benar, umat akhir zaman yang baginda ingati itu kita.
tapi, kitakah umat akhir zaman yang nabi harapkan.
kalau begini rupanya kita, jawapan aku TIDAK.

*note_to_self*


i quoted this from here
subhanallahh. tiada kata terlahir buat baginda. contoh terbaik sepanjang zaman.
i wonder, those yang anti-Rasulullah tu, do they really know who Rasulullah is?


He was taller than medium but not excessive in height. He had wavy hair, which he parted and it never went beyond his shoulders. He was light-skinned with a high brow. He had full eyebrows and a small space between them. His beard was full, his eyes black. His physique was supple and lithe, with a full chest and broad shoulders. When he walked, he was determined and his pace was as if he was walking down hill.



He was decisive and whole-hearted in everything he did, so intent on the task at hand that he never looked over his shoulder, even if his cloak got caught in a thorny bush.

When he spoke he was always brief and reflective. He spoke when he saw benefit and spent long periods in silent contemplation. His speech was comprehensive being neither wordy nor abrupt. He had a mild temperament and was never harsh nor cruel, coarse nor rude. He expressed gratitude for everything given to him no matter how insignificant. When he spoke, his companions lowered their heads as if birds were perched upon them. When he was silent, they felt free to speak. He never criticized food or praised it excessively. He never swore, nor did he find fault in people. He did not flatter people but praised them when appropriate.

When he did turn to speak to somebody, he used to swing his entire body around and address them full face. When he shook hands, he was never the first to withdraw his own.

(jeti semeling, 2012)

Lau kaana bainana habib~~

لو كان بيننا الحبيب 
لدنا القاصي والقريب 
من طيبة قبل المغيب 
طالباً قرب الحبيب 
If the beloved (saw) were among us
Those from far & near will come to him (saw)
Hoping to see the sun of goodness before it sets
Desiring to be near to Him (saw)

في قربه النفس تطيب 
تدعو الله فيجيب 
أنوار طه لا تغيب 
بلغنا لقاه يا مجيب
In this company the soul feels great
On that moment If it prays to Allah, Allah will surely answer
The light of Taha (saw) will not cease to exist
Oh Ya Allah who answers prayer, please fulfill our hope to meet him (saw)

فدتك روحي يا حبيب
محمد مكرم الغريب
بقربك الروح تطيب
يا رحمة للعالمين
 
I am willing to sacrifice my life for you
Oh beloved (saw) Muhammad saw honor of strangers
In your company the soul feels great
Oh mercy to all the worlds (saw)


shafi'una.. shafi'una.. shafi'una..
:'(

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